August 2012
73 posts
I hate the waiting part.
I always end up getting ready too soon and have to wait
And in that time the nerves/thought kick in
So, I have to take meds to get them away
Gots myself a hawt date tonight
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I don’t know if I can handle this.
My boss is dying. All of her organs are shutting down. They’ve cancelled all of her doctors appointments, called in hospice, took her off all of her meds except pain meds.
This is messing me up. I can only imagine how it is for her family. I’ve been crying all day. They’re saying she might not even make it to this weekend.
walkingd1saster:
why don’t i have a best friend that just randomly shows up at my house whenever they feel like it and my parents love them and treat them like another child and they steal food from my house because they can and we dance on my bed and jam to music and we know each other’s every thought and secret
why did hollywood make me think i would have this
Now I remember why I don’t need to drink
Rant:
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Everyone seems so damn happy.
I mean I know everyone goes through their own crap, and the grass isn’t always greener on the other side, blah blah blah.
I just want to be happy. I don’t want a fairy tale. Or the perfect life. I just want to feel happy for once. I’ve tried. I know I can’t depend on other people to feel happy or whatever, and I don’t....
Update:
I don’t give a fuck
Deactivated Facebook.
Instagram is probably next.
Then Twitter.
Followed by Tumblr.
And finally, me.
You know it’s bad when even cutting doesn’t fix it