Am gonna start writing again.
But, not on here.
I wanted to keep a personal record.
This was a bad idea.
Now am procrastinating
Yep. That’s right. I am.
But, yeah, I finally got me computer fixed so now I’ll be able to post as freely as I please.
Everyone wants to trash talk me and tell me how stupid I am. How worthless and fat and lazy and all this crap. Am sick of it. If they only knew how much crap I did. How nch I go through because of the things the say. I shouldn’t let it get to me, but I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be me anymore. I don’t want to be me. They’re right. Am worthless. There is no point in living. Am not doing anyone any good by being here. Am just a burden. A problem. I help no one. And when I do I get told that its wrong. Am sick of living like this.