Listening to Hawthorne Heights
No fucks given
November 2011
81 posts
Just got up because Bear AND Bean are both sick !!!
Today needs to get better. This is not cool. I can’t have me babies being sick
Getting two new tattoo’s Friday. A puzzle piece & the eagle me papa has
Sickness doesn’t even matter anymore. Because even if am sick I still have to work, clean, cook, & take care of everything
Just got home from work
13 hour shift today. Feet smell like a hobo’s ass.
Don’t care, made 104$
So, I met a guy. & he seems super sweet. Well, he is. Haha. But, yeah. We texted yesterday for 6 hours, & then talked on the phone for like 3 hours & then I fell asleep on him & I woke up this morning to a good night message. I smiled like a retard. But, yeah, he’s 6’4 ! So, that’s a huge plus. We agree on a lot of things. & I already made me view on sex known. So, no worries there. But, yeah, am trying to not get ahead of myself, but it’s really hard.
I hate myself. I let myself give in & relapse. I was doing so good. It would have been three months yesterday. But, no, I had to give in, & now it’s all I think about. & honestly, I don’t care this time. They said it would get better, that things would get easier. They were wrong. Everything fell apart & I don’t have to the control nor willpower to build it all back up.
So I’ve been throwing up all night & I stupidly decided to re-arrange me room, & now am even sicker than I was.
Room clean. Dishes done. Presents wrapped. Christmas shopping list for everyone else made. Now what do I do ?
So much for doing a whole lot of nothing
This room looks like a tornado came through & it’s annoying as crap.
I hate breaking in new shoes
Finally home
Time to strip & do a whole lot of nothing
Too early ):
Going to bed. I have to work in the morning /:
Bought me second pair of high heels today. And they are a half inch higher than the other ones. I feel like I’ve advanced to the second level of being a grown up lady. Haha
Deergawd
Last night was…just amazing.
I didn’t want to go Black Friday shopping but me friend convinced me. & I actually had fun. It brought back so many memories & am so thankful that things are fixed now.
